Tuesday, 16 September 2014

Cupid is a naughty God and keeps shooting arrows in weird directions to make you realise there's more to life then meets the eye.

Friday, 15 August 2014

I want to have this dream for just one more day...

Bina izzazat tumse mohabbat kar baithe hain
Kuch ibadat si kar baithe hain

Sunday, 11 May 2014

The untold story

Even today I remember it so well seeing her the first time. It was her first day at work and as much as I noticed her as being a new joinee even she noticed me as a colleague. A very simple, elegant and confident girl, she had all the characteristics to be a wealth manager. I was impressed and what I liked most was her leopard print bag...could hardly get my eyes off it.
Days passed though we barely got to interact being from different departments but it was always nice to catch on. Eventually we got to know each other, got to know we had some common friends and developed a unique bond. I can’t call us friends but yes we were there together and rendered a shoulder to each other at few times. We did share the annoying view on office politics and the way people used to behave in various circumstances.

She had joined the bank after me and resigned before me as she had a serious back problem. But the way she recovered the same was brilliant. And soon she joined new job and life was giving her everything that she desired.

A hindi film loving girl, living the picture perfect life. Fun with friends, pouring her heart out on social network, the Ice tea hangouts and the bhuttas by road side..... She met the kind of guy she always wanted and soon took the love flight and got married.

It was her b’day on Saturday and I missed it been busy in a friends sister’s wedding, I wished her a day later. And on Tuesday it was her anniversary ...first wedding anniversary.....but this time there was no post......she is no more. And her absence is killing and more so such sudden occurrence.
On Wednesday I got a message from another colleague that she passed away. I was shocked and for 5 minutes I was just arguing with her that she is mistaken and she should'nt say such a thing...but unfortunately it was true. What happened, why, how.....but why...and why should it happen to her.

I admired her being the strong, level-headed, confident girl of 21st century. She was intelligent, always voicing for what she believed in, ready to do anything for her family and above all ready to LIVE life.

I am shocked for what happened is beyond comprehension. It was a happy b’day and what went wrong that she had to take adieu the very first wedding anniversary of her life? Why was she destined to such an end? It’s sad to see a smiley face no more....never to hear her effervescent self again with some chirpy likes or comments.

Her departure is an untold story of how, what, why and when......

RIP babes...will miss you.

Saturday, 15 March 2014

I used to always say that shaadi toh jyada age main karni chahiye, budhe hokar karo toh you know the person is loving you for who you are and not how you look.
Love should never be on first sight but when your heart misses a beat. It should never be temporary but eternal. It should be with both heart and mind.
Kabhi socha ni tha ye kehte huey ki it'll be so true for me- #approaching the third decade of my life #being single.

Friday, 7 March 2014


Over the past year I have met such varied variety of humans. I have experienced the sweetness, the humbleness , the innocence, the carelessness. But what I witnessed today was shocking. I am in shock because I just can't fathom how a person can change in just a day.
I met this person yesterday and we closed the deal as well. Infact when he came to pay he was actually inviting everyone for dinner. Today everything was going on fine where-in when I was explaining the formalities and process God alone knows what ticked him and he started shouting and asking for a re-fund.
The worst of all was his thinking the way he was saying things. I can't even express how I felt.Thank God his money was returned back to him and thankfully we don't need any such alliances.
The fact was he was regretting his decision and wanted his money back so created such a nuisance. All the more we gave solutions all the more he wanted to go in depth to find one fault or the other. It was so obvious that he was doing it to get refund any how.
At times its sad how people misuse when you try to be good at serving the customers. You agree to every whim of theirs but some act as rude assess .
But how can people stoop down to such levels that they even forget what they are saying , how they are behaving. The reason behind the ego I am a government officer and you cannot deny me anything. I can call XYZ ...
He had no sense of speaking to his wife what could one expect of him. A real living example of educated illiterate . ..bloody nouveau riche... Such people are Re-tards in the real sense. And what he says I want to go and live in Bombay as it is the best place..dude you don't even know the basic meaning of been the best person. To top it you are a doctor...I am sure the animals are more human than you.

For today I am most grateful of my colleague that she stood by my side and never left. I can't think of any way I could have managed without her.
God I don't want to see such people in my life again.
Thank you God that such people are not part of my life.

Thursday, 27 February 2014

Shiva....So Cool

I don't remember when I started following Shiva but I surely know the major credit goes to the Melhu series. Loved the rendition of Shiva. Infact it portrayed God in the best form...he is so human.

I visit him every Monday so that he keeps in mind that he needs to get me married soon :-P But I love him not just because you have to but for me he seems to be the perfect modern guy. A man I want to be with -
Well built
Madly in love
And knows how to make a woman feel the love.
The more I imagine him I want him  ;-) and the best part is he is so perfectly not the epitome of perfection. He is indulgent in drugs, gets jealous yet so open-minded to every new thing SUPER COOl!!!

And so my idea of celebrating Maha Shivratri is not fasting but another chance to meet him in his abode and pressurize to get me married this year itself :-):-) and to remind myself that Life is Super Cool already you just need to live like a RockStar Xoxo

Friday, 21 February 2014

You and I

I never thought I would love kids so much, don't know if the bitterness of world has shifted my focus to the sheer innocence or it was her.

She is an angel. I met her first when she was just few months old and being a bestfriend's sisters daughter I got to spend good time with her.
She has always been sweet and looking at her grow up to be 4 the sweetness hasn't faded but turned into charm.
I don't know why but I feel a special attachment with her.
Maybe it's the way she shares her life tales with me or the sparkle in her eyes when she gets excited or the cute little hand which juts-out in a hands-up position to ask for a high-five or the confidence she boasts while being herself or just the way she helds my hand while chatting as if we are long lost bestfriends.
Everytime I remember this it brings a smile on my face. Such sheer Innocence, so beautiful and heart touching and the world can never be better. Knowing well there won't be many more times we will meet and she being a kid won't even remember me but I want to cherish this bond forever.
This one is for you Adya Choudhary never met a child like you. Love you sweetheart you make me realise there is so much more to look for.

Monday, 6 January 2014

Miss u..bunty and bubly

I had always wished to own a goldfish but never could because my dad and mom use to say no. This new year as part of my new year resolution, I decided to do what I always wanted to- To live My Favourite Life....and here comes my little babies.
One of my colleague got fishes for herself and so I asked her to get one for me and she got me TWO..yay!
Stealthily I went out of home without telling anybody what I am going to get and my babies came home.
But nobody welcomed them home not a single member and just in a day they were set off. I went to the office and before the day ended mom send my servant to office with the fishes to give away. Mamma ne unhe ghar se nikal diya mera bachchas....miss u babies..
I was not able to keep them because ghar me itni jagah bhi ni hai. But chahiye mujhe meri fishy...maybe not today but someday I want a goldfish to look at everyday that I get back home. I want to talk to fishy and look into its eyes and wink with a flying kiss...aha!