Friday, 7 December 2012

I hate you for not speaking to me when I called...
I hate you for spoiling it for me..

Monday, 26 November 2012

Thinking about you makes me smile and makes me realise how hard it is not to be with you.

Sunday, 25 November 2012

Everybody is ready to give phukat gyaan and when you ask for advice there are no replies...

Friday, 16 November 2012

I began with a positive approach and you came and spoiled it to the core

Tuesday, 13 November 2012

Ye Diwali....

Iss diwali main shayad woh baat nahi thi,
ya shayad woh sirf aapki kami thi...
Kuch feeki thi Iss baar ye raat
Jo mithe me bhi Kuch Kami si thi
Jagmahahat thi charon aur Phr b Kuch roshni ki kami si thi
Iss shor main aawazein toh bahut thi
par teri uss aahat ki kami zaroor thi
Iss diwali main shayad woh baat nahi thi,
ya shayad woh sirf aapki kami thi...

Thursday, 8 November 2012

How to.....

Just read in an online magazine- how to react/behave with in-laws on meeting after divorce. It reminded me of another similar situation I had been to.I had met this guy, with his family,for our marriage. You know that dekhna and all.
I still remember his mom said while leaving "chalo milte hain.." Tough it was nice to interact with them all but somehow things didn't work out.
We haven't met after that but this title made me think what will be our reactions if and ever we meet?
Should there be some code or rules to be followed by me. And then why just me but it should be both the parties, ain't it? Will that be weird?I don't know.
But I know of people meeting again and moreover cordially meeting. Things happen, Everywhere life presents you with choices, it's what you choose.Life goes on! But then why at some point you need to revisit how you need to behave with certain people. Does it changes you as person?? Was it altogether so bitter?? I don't know this either but relationships may end but should never leave you bitter. There shouldn't be a moment to think "how to behave.." just behave yourself. Be cordial.

Friday, 19 October 2012

Fraction of seconds... a slight change of events..and how everything changes is tough to comprehend

Saturday, 6 October 2012

Kitna hi khush raho iss zindagi se kuch shikwae reh hi jatey hain..

Friday, 5 October 2012

And the only distance that separates us are our shoulders apart...

Saturday, 29 September 2012

For some I am the clown in colorful clothes ...for others I am the rainbow full of hope

Thursday, 27 September 2012

I thought I know you
That I don't mean a thing to you...
Then you surprise me by not saying a word
But still showing how much I mean to you.

Wednesday, 26 September 2012

Teri kismet k bhi kya kehne...
Banane wale ka rehm hai...tujhpe uska pura karam hai..

Saturday, 22 September 2012

A smile on my lips, a twinkle in my eyes,spring in my step and the soft music in my ears.

Thursday, 20 September 2012

Every morning a new lesson, every night a new meaning. Now I am starting to believe what is hope.

Wednesday, 12 September 2012

Reth ki tarah har mauka haath se phisalta jaa raha hai...
Main tehri rahi zindagi guzarti gayi

Monday, 10 September 2012

I want to feel when the world around is at standstill
And it's just you and me
A soft patter of the rain on roof
A simple mellow is all I hear...

Thursday, 30 August 2012

Why is it so easy to lie while you are looking at me in the eye.

Saturday, 25 August 2012

Saturday, 18 August 2012

Gulzar saab ..aapne hume shabdon se mohabbat karna seekhaya..unhe geeton me peroye gungunana seekhaya....Happy B'day Sir.

Wednesday, 15 August 2012

Sunday, 5 August 2012

Things unanswered are painful, more painful is seeing them happy with someone else while you still wait for them to return.

Why am I still , when everything,everyone around is moving past me. Why am I so naive to expect a plan to call my own.

Saturday, 28 July 2012

There is something special about this morning...Is it me or the constant drizzle since last night.

Friday, 27 July 2012

what's happening to my phone it gets switched off on its own despite having battery. Dear phone, did my panic attacks got to you too.

Kal raat ki yeh hai kahani...
Jo mujhe zaroori se hai sunani ...khawab main aaya tha ek chor...
dole naina mere it-aur...
Wahi shuru hui kisi aur ki beech me rudaai....
naina khule samajh aaya kaisi maine hai kismet payi...
Jo khawab se bhi hui meri yun judaai.

Wednesday, 18 July 2012

When Rob yelled at Jesse for not calling him since 3 hours she wished he was not so possessive and will give her the space she needs. Next day on their anniversary she asked him for 100000 roses and he readily went to get them. But the truck of roses took Rob away to give her all the space she yearned.

To do- prepare for interview, breakfast, dress smart, paste a wide smile across and I know I'll rock!

I gotta feeling ....tonight's gonna be a good good night!

Sunday, 8 July 2012

It's cloudy but not raining,
I am feeling weary and need some dreaming.
I gotta go sleeping.
Hey!I gotta be kidding after all It's Sunday evening.


Everyone is in search of happiness despite of possessing or not all the materialistic worldly pleasures.  The quest to find happiness leads to unending needs and desires, which even on fulfilment leaves dearth for more.

Wednesday, 20 June 2012

                                                                It's Raining man!

The weather has changed!!!! The season has changed!!! It’s raining once again!!!! <3 <3
It’s hard to fathom how just a few drops of water sprinkled here and there can make such a huge difference in the surroundings and makes you swing and sing all the time. Make you dreamy…. smiley. …Happy and glee all the time.
Is rains God’s way of asking you to be happy always??
Believe in a happier tomorrow???
I think yes…it is a life lesson, which God tries to remind us every year to do away with our stress and frustration of everyday routine.  As water gives life to all forms…. it is God’s way of saying c’mon everyone STAY ALIVE, It’s just one life. Stop whining and keep smiling…everything happens…and it has to happen or else it won’t be fun in making the run.

Get Wet 

Sunday, 17 June 2012

Sunday, 10 June 2012

Sunday, 27 May 2012

Deepak Chopra - What Is a Spiritual Solution?

Wow....spirituality is the solution. I never thought I'll ever seek any gurus let alone spiritual guru but Deepak Chopra is enlightening.

Monday, 21 May 2012

Just following fashion is not enough,grooming and styling are needed to give the edge

Tuesday, 15 May 2012

                                                              Mr. Y

My parents wanted me to meet this guy, so be it. Since I didn’t found someone for me so this is the only way to go. Aur iss paapi duniya mein it is not so easy for girls to live alone. So a week before the guys family informed us when they will be coming but I didn’t got to see any picture of his….so what…we have Google darling. Gosh the pic was such a Turn OFF….I am so not marrying him.

There was a lot of drama at home before the “D” day and me being the goody good daughter had to give in to all my family’s demands…saree, pallu etc etc uff!
But actually it was all worth it when I saw him. Why did he seemed so different from his snap that I had seen…. did I acquired temporary blindness or what. Smart…ahan….took my breath away. Just reminds me…NEVER SAY NEVER.

We saw each other and got to talk with the whole family sitting around, so you can imagine what we might have spoken about. Besides he hardly spoke of anything just answered what others asked him. For me being the person I am I couldn’t keep shut for long so threw in a couple of questions on my own. He slightly smiles and answered all. Though I did saw him checking me out…yay!

But I never imagined that it was the first and last time that we met. Did I jinxed it by saying no even before meeting? Na iske pehle kuch, na iske baad. Na koi aur sawaal na mere sawalon k jawaab. A song was playing on the radio---

At times you can draw conclusions out of the incompleteness too.

I like you but you don’t
I stalk you and probably you won’t.
I can’t forget you,
 But you don’t even remember we met.
I cant even cry saying you are my “Ex”,
But will always mean to know “Y” for doing this.

Friday, 4 May 2012

:-( :-( :-( :-(

This feeling of not feeling productive is so not happening. I think it is the second worst thing to happen...first been depressed.I never thought that I will take so much time to get back to work. Why it has to happen that if one thing is not working out no matter how much effort you put nothing else will work out either. Sitting idle sucks !big time!
But yes this prolonged break has made me realise how much "I want to work". And this time it'll be forever till the day I can.
God what a test of patience for someone born impatient.

Monday, 19 March 2012

Hey people..

WOW!!! Had an awesome weekend with family and close relatives.... lots of gossip, lots of leg pulling and loads of fun.
A perfect Saturday night dinner with family is enjoying good times just sitting around and playing those silly old games with kids and going back to ones own childhood days.Kids do bring out the child in everyone no matter how old you get.
Sunday was full on perfect with movies, the couch and me...chill!!!
I always consider myself quite an observant and I know that I am a hundred percent right about my readings of people and their behaviours. Their probable reactions to various actions.But then when it is of utmost importance that you need to get inside someone's head and know what they are thinking and bang!! You hardly decipher it.... Is it that they are pretty good at putting a shield or am I out of the game??? Either ways that’s so not happening buddy.

Mission March is on the go...Pedometer is soooooooooo cool. If you can’t get the device do download the free app on your phone, it helps you count the steps while walking or jogging..... I have just added
10000 steps to my agenda and I am so loving it! You can even get an advanced version which tells you the calories burnt too...worth a try.

OMG! Just read singer & composer Shiraz Uppal has decided to go no music...No man...please...:(
I love his voice and his song "Roya Re" is one of my favs. I simply love the way the song renders the painful emotions with a fast beat. It makes an instant connection and somehow extends the serenity of moon abound. Every time I listen to this makes me fall in love with the moon.......<3

Here goes the song......

Fashion is seeing an all time high looking at the number of mentions it receives a day.... so how can a girl blog miss it!The shararas are back via bollywood (courtesy =Agent Vinod) but just a tinny-tiny tip....sharara pants, culottes...though great for summer months but not so great on you if you are a short. Choose fashion wisely!

Enjoy till next time...will be back with some short stories...couplets...poems or goss...

Sunday, 4 March 2012

                                                                 I love Bags!!!

Tuesday, 28 February 2012

                                                         Mission March!!!
Perky shoulders, slender waist, perfect legs....a dream I see every single living moment of my life...when will
I be svelte forever...
It is said walking is the best exercise and so i do but darling I am walking since past two months and have
added on 4 kilos. Everyday I decide to take a jog or a short run but I don't have the stamina to even manage
a 10 minute stint.
This so reminds me of my school days, when my PT trainer used to make me take 3-5 round of the ground.
The innocence and stupidity of trying to act cool I used to hardly run a bit and walk around while he was
looking away. Oh man! 10 years from when I was "17" now I know what do you mean by cardio and what
it used to do for me. The whole world is going GA.. GA.. for cardio and me...
Then there was a time when I used to think I was fat but was pretty lean just a couple of inches more over
here and there. And now I am FAT...... I hate my sleeveless dress for showing off my bulky arms. The
bulging belly that makes it harder to zip up the pants no matter how much I suck it in. The butt....oops it's
too much to endure.
So by March 31 2012 I need to let it go away with the weight along with the inches and here is
to say Mission March begins.

Thursday, 9 February 2012

I just don't get it....It has been four months and still my decision is stalking me. Did I do something wrong...
I quit...I left my job of three years without any job at hand because I did not see any direction it was
taking me to. I was hardly able to visualise any growth, any prospectss of promotion and above all it was
not letting me be ME.
Besides before taking the plunge I had asked almost everyone whether I should take the leap..but all I
heard was go ahead...that's the only way. Now dude when you never said a nooooo when I asked you
now suddenly hw does it matter to you and so much so that you want me to have a job even if it takes to
going back to the same firm. Why do you have to make me feel that I can't sit and relax for once take a
break from all.
Even I want to work..I mean its for facts that everyone likes money. Noone would like to sit on and feel
unproductive and have ten others adding misery to it. But I don't want people to sit on my head making
my life hell when I know that I can enjoy it the way it is. I may not be a real princess but atleast for myself
I am. I don't want to be a bhade ka majdoor from morning to night with almost no time to be with me. I
want some leisure...some luxury...want to hang out with my friends. Whats wrong in asking for an easy
spaced out life.
I want to live what i lovebecause as someone said....this is the only life you have stop existing start living.
I make my own decisions, they may be wrong but at the end I am ready to take the blame. I know the
meaning of 4 months sabattical but phleeeezzz people I don't intend to bother you with my problems, I am
okay dealing with them and I know I will be out of it. Everything is destined and it is just meant to be so
until then is if you can't it!

Sunday, 5 February 2012

One of my favourite songs revisited by the Godrej's new ad campaign and boy I am so loving it. A sure treat for all retro fans.

Saturday, 4 February 2012

It's been......years (I won't say how many) now ,still every year it's as exciting as bfr..I wish I grow up n people take me as an adult..but m a child at heart (n overall) n after so many years I know it's the best way to be....A big thanks to all of u for making it more special.hopefully we'll hv many more 2nd Feb to celebrate..cheers!!!